Monday, July 16, 2007

Myriad mirages


Likened to angels’ radiance or a child’s smile
Why does this irresistible innocence conceal your guile?
There’s no count of how many wounds you bleed
How can you offer to heal my soul?

Walk with me for a while
You’ll know the joy of going that one extra mile
For, when you have nothing to lose
The beauty is seen in the path you choose

Let there be no vows, no promises
And I swear I wont ask for any compromises
Far away from all the clamor and fuss
For once we’ll listen to the silence between us

We’re worlds apart and yet I proffer you solace
Let’s not rue over the choices we embraced
There’s melody in everything we compose
And after this tiring journey it’s time for repose.

prynka
may 07

Am bad...


I can’t think of a reason to ask you to stay
And yes, I have run out of all words that I had to say
But if these eyes convey anything to you at all… just look back, for a while

Wasn’t impressed by your promises of crossing the oceans or bringing the stars
And I knew your mock vows were nothing but farce
And still my tears can be dried only by your one bright smile

King of hearts, you rule the kingdom of travesty
I saw the beauty in your dishonesty
And there I was… drawn to the crime

Today I stand at the gallows, facing my sentence
Knowing that I was brought here only by your trance
And now, in gold shackles, I will gladly do my time!

prynka
apr 07

Somewhere down below

Walking the tight rope between dreams
Do I fear the fall?
No. it is the walk that scares me more
The fall, the terminating end – an eternity in itself
Is much comforting and yeah, it’s beckoning me
From the dark corners of lost alcoves where shadows stay longer than their bodies
Where there is a silent stillness almost as calm as death!
And when I am to plummet into the pit less abyss
I see your radiant face
Redolent with all the memories – I never knew I had
Giving me a dilemma, a sense of regret… of losing something, I never dared to call mine!

prynka
Apr 07

Boulevard of broken dreams

There can be a hundred ways of saying a thing
But how loud do you speak to a stone-deaf heart?
You may rain cats and dogs or shine the warmth of the sun
But what is to melt this diamond jeweled bosom?

Silence rings in the depths of my soul
Pleasant memories have no meaningful existence anymore
When you know that the core has been untruthful
How do you trust the crust?

Today, everything said and done feels unreal
Wish I could get a glimpse of yesterday to steal

Why don’t dreams ever dither?
Then why in reality is it so bitter?

prynka
nov 06

Halo Hankers…

Weighing the lackadaisical melody of my eternal companion
I decided to one day, gaze instead of listen
Disproving to myself something of which I was so certain
How long does it really take for reality to overturn?

I realized that my Atlantis was lost again
And a long buried urge in me suddenly stirred
I began to narrate my story, I knew, would all be in vain
Unaware that my thoughts were out loud and heard.

Striving hard to raise my voice above
The tumultuous humdrum of an impending catastrophe –
‘Do you hear me when I speak of God and Love?
And when I sit before you, all the time, do you even discern me?

There are endless questions hidden beneath this smile
Can you hold my hand and assure that you will set me free?’
And after listening for a while
Said the voice – what a pleasant dream!!

And I was cruelly roused from what I realized was not a reverie.

prynka
july 07

A Tryst with myself


Lost and restless, one night I sat awake
Wondering what gives darkness its color
My thoughts clouding, I felt an urge to rake
And so I began to ponder

In my window I saw a beacon
As pretty as a monk, as divine as a God
I felt my ego weaken
As I gazed at what my imagination had just conjured up

*

What is love, I asked my angel
It’s a bird, always out of reach?
He said, with eyes twinkling like a jewel
It’s a whim, a mirage to only those who seek!


prynka